Marui Bunta

I...

Gomen...I know I am not supposed to be feeling this way...

Not after what happened with him..but I can't help falling for you.

If you feel the same way as me.

I will be waiting for you at the Cosmo Clock on Valentines Day.

Marui

P.S: I hope you like chocolates.

Happy New Year everyone!  

2007 is just a few hours away...

You won't believe it..but I got accepted by all the schools I applied to...for a transfer..

Now to make a choice.....

I wonder what Jirou-kun would say if I told him I might become his classmate soon?

or perhaps I should go to Seigaku...they did beat us in tennis afterall...who knows what will happen when I am there?

Oh well...I will update more later..now I have to go prepare for the New Year Eve Party that I am going with Jirou-kun as my date... ...and perhaps I can also make more friends while I am there..who knows..they may just become my new team mates.

I met Jackal on the streets...

It would seemed that Yanagi's juice had some rather lasting effects on him... 

I am glad I didn't drink any...

I was kind of expecting to get a scolding from him about quitting the team..but well..that didn't really quite happen...

I sent out a few applications.....

I wonder...which school will accept me first?...

I...could not bring myself to go in so..I took the chance..to go to his place and drop his present in the letter box instead...since..he will be at the party.

Thank you for accompanying me....Jirou-kun :)

Merry Christmas everyone.

I will be wearing whatever Jirou-kun wants me to wear.

At least that way..it will surely compliment his outfit.

I only hope it comes in long sleeves and...long pants..and something to hide my face.

Now that will be perfect.

So..Jirou..we will stick to the original plan alright?

I will see you at the gate of Atobe's mansion..and probably find a place to change before going in.

See ya later.

OOC: in case Jirou can't come..Marui will just be costumeless and he will be wearing a pair of indigo coloured jeans and a long sleeve black v-neck sweater.

4 more days left... 

Jirou mentioned that Atobe from Hyotei is having a christmas party and lots of people are invited..including my teammates former teammates..

I guess this means..I am not invited.

I wouldn't have mind...sharing...

If only..you said...you wanted me too ...*smiles sadly*

But..perhaps...it is better this way...

There is no point being trapped in a loveless relationship....

I have seen how it tortured Yagyuu.....

The both of them..are perfect together.

This will be the last time..I talk about them.


Jackal, I have tendered my resignation to Sensei. You have been training hard with Akaya-kun right? I am sure the both of you will do just fine.

To the entire Rikkai tennis team:

Sorry.  

In order... : 

The Ring

This contemporary design is centered around the image of the interwoven hearts, the weaving of two loves, becoming one. We notice that the strands, like two lovers, intersect in a form suggesting the heart. In any relationship that involves the sacred, within ourselves, or with others, are we not a weave of unique experiences? This ring shows two hearts coming together as one and as such, it's a sweet, romantic motif. Another interesting feature of this design is a sweeping arc which comes to a point above the heart. This reminds us of waves, for as the mystics remind us, when the heart is full of love, it feels vast, like the ocean.

Choice of Ring Material : Platinium

In Marui's context:

I chose this ring design to show that Yagyuu and Niou's heart is interconnected and when they are together..they are whole. It also symbolises my love for Yagyuu and the extent I am willing to go to make him happy. 

The Ring Box: 

It's a handcrafted silver heart shaped box that holds the ring. 

The Origami Box:

It's Silver tone and Cranes are main feature here...

This is to symbolise hopes and blessings.

The Individual letters:



Both the letters are handwritten and the boxes have already been sealed..so the contents inside are actually meant to be read on Christmas Eve Night.

OOC: This post is before Marui goes to find Yagyuu.

I am quitting the team.

It hurts too much and..I was never much of an asset... anyway. 

The plat pair.. I am sure everyone is glad that they are back.  

I guess..I am the one who is just an eye sore..

Perhaps.. the cooking club will be good.

After all...I need to brush up on my bad cooking ne?

I got drunk....some guy...picked me up and dragged me into a bar while I was walking to the nearest place to die. I guess the dress and makeup helped. Imagine their surprise when they found out I was a guy...

Honestly..I just wanted to die.. *smiles*

The dreams of a fool is over.


I guess the gift means nothing now...but I don't want to keep looking at it.

....Never never ever ask Okasan to help me....dress up like a girl again...

She even offered to do my makeup and hair for the party after throwing tons of pink stuff at me...to match my dress. 

Her excitement at dressing me up like a girl frightens me. *shudders*

I think she really wanted a daughter.....

My secret santa target...

The party is in 2 days time...but I have yet to find the perfect gift.

Perhaps I need to open my eyes a little wider.

I am still going to bring the desserts for the party...but perhaps..I should check with Yanagi..if he needs me to bring anything else...

....

I went shopping...

Met Jiroh-kun along the way...We had lots of fun didn't we? :)

It's Niou-kun's birthday today....I got a gift for him while shopping...for the dress.

I hope he likes it....but most probably...he will just throw it away ...I guess...

Happy Birthday, Niou-kun... I am sorry for being selfish.......even though I know...he still loves you and you still..love him....

Dedicated to you...

I forgot how long it has been
Since I last heard you
Telling me your favourite story...
I thought for a long time
I'm starting to panic...
Have I done something wrong again?

You told me while crying...
That fairytales always lie to people
There is no way that I can ever be your prince...
Perhaps you will never understand...
But from the moment...after you said you love me..
My gloomy skies became brightened up with stars...

*Chorus*
I'm willing to become..
The angel that you loved so much in the fairytale...
I will open my hands...change them into wings..and always watch over you...
You have to believe...
Believe that we'll be also be the same like the fairytale
Always ending...with a "happily ever after"

With this belief...
Together, we will be able to write our own ending... 

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I did it...

*sighs* Although it won't last long..but for now...at least I have _that_ memory to last me...forever...

On a brighter note..I am looking forward to Christmas though...